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Hermes ([personal profile] messageforyou) wrote2024-12-20 06:06 pm

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"I didn't mean it! I didn't mean it! He's not going to die, is he? I'm sorry Mistress, I'm sorry, please go help him, he didn't mean it--"

"Hush, girl." Medea doesn't like writing out runes of a summoning circle under pressure, but time is of the essence. The lamb she'd seized from the pasture hangs from its feet, bleating pitifully as she paints the circle with its blood. Lyra is shaking, her hair loose, her bright yellow curls smeared with her brother's blood. Her bracelet rattles with her trembles, and she rests a hand on it to stop the sound, and perhaps to check that it's still there. Her eyes are red and her face blotchy and swollen from tears, but unhurt. Medea made sure she'd be unhurt. "If you want a chance of repairing this, you'll be quiet until I summon your father."

Lyra sobs, scrubbing her eyes with the heels of her hands and trying as hard as she can to be quiet. She didn't mean to. She didn't think he'd recognize her. She just heard him talking about his new wife, and she wanted to ask questions, and it'd seemed so nice at first, he'd seemed so nice, he was just answering her questions and treating her like a curious little girl, he even showed her his spear, but then she moved too fast and the bracelet rattled and he saw it and--

How dare you, witch? She's mine!

He'd sounded so scary, like if an angry, wounded lion could talk.

She's Lord Hermes', not yours. Now leave before I take your head.

He'd been bleeding really badly. The comb wouldn't let him go. It just kept sinking more into his hand like a burrowing rodent. And his eye was all wrong after Mistress struck him, and he looked ready to eat them all alive--

Medea finishes the circle, barely taking the time to wipe the blood from her hands before putting them together. Her inner sanctum isn't as put together as usual, rushed as she was to grab everything she needed, and she breathes, "Achilles, father of Neoptolemus, father of Lyra, I call your shade to visit the land of the living once more. Right now. Do not keep us waiting."

Where previously her call was a firm but polite tug, now it's like she's trying to yank Achilles out of the Underworld by his hair.
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2024-12-28 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
“Lord Apollo showed me your fate, yes, and the doomed refrain of our bloodline. I had no plans to tell you. Not until that day at Anthesteria when I warned you against claiming Hermione.” And some good it did—the Morrigan still found Pyrrhus. Fate still demands its due. Achilles should have known.

He sees the stubborn rage in Pyrrhus’ eyes and if it’s half as potent as his own, there’s no return from this. There’s no hope of winning his trust.

“Your sister is more caring, more compassionate than I am. She wants you to be safe and loved, even when she heard the same tales that I had.” Achilles watches the vinegar run through the wound, glistening in the moonlight. The smell cuts sharp through the cool air. “Hate me all you please, but know that she is blameless.”

He rests his hand on his own shell bracelet. “She is the one I mentioned before. The one who loves you.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2024-12-28 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
“Did you not commit our dreams to writing? If you’ve forgotten, I’ll say it again: I love you, lad,” Achilles says with determined force. “That’s not changed. I’m proud of your persistence, your strength, your loyalty.”

Pyrrhus reminds him of a wild horse ready to rear, to bludgeon him with hooves. Furious, hurt … perhaps afraid. Achilles stands his ground. “But I warn you, don’t look to imperfect men to measure your worth. Not to me, not your grandfathers, not Agamemnon or Menelaus. You will always be disappointed.”

He remembers sitting stubbornly in his shelter at Troy, waiting for Agamemnon to fold, to soothe his wounded pride and return his geras, to acknowledge his worth. Meanwhile, those he truly cared for suffered and died in his absence.

“Look to Molossus and Ophelia.” Achilles’ eyes flick to Lykos. “The people who rely on you for protection. Their admiration and respect is worth winning.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2024-12-29 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
“Why do you think I’ve come here, Pyrrhus?” Achilles’ voice rises to meet his son’s ragged volume. “I heard of your wounds and came as quickly as I could.”

He waves a hand broadly at the dark harbor, “Who else would come to your aid?”

“And as to the matter of Lyra’s guardian—Lady Medea was chosen explicitly by Lord Apollo after he observed the threat that looms in her future.” Achilles puts extra weight on the god’s name; an Olympian far more terrifying than Hermes has eyes on Lyra. “It’s not my place to doubt the wisdom of a god.”

There will be heroes with temper problems, Apollo had foretold, and that exactly describes the man standing in front of Achilles right now. He’d always imagined Lyra would misplace her trust in a lover, but those aren’t the only dangerous men in her life.
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2024-12-30 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
Your blood?” Achilles scoffs at his son’s entitlement. “Lyra is Lord Hermes’ daughter. Lord Apollo is her uncle. You think you know better than two gods—two Olympians?”

He huffs again, shaking his head and crossing his arms tight over his chest. “Hubris, lad.”

As much as Pyrrhus’ arguments wriggle under his skin, that eye still worries Achilles. He amplifies Lykos’ timid concern. “Clean your eye if you hope to use it after tonight. You’ll struggle in battle with only the one.”

A blind spot and a lack of depth perception may rob Pyrrhus of his fighting talent or, at the very least, drop his skill closer to average. On top of that, there’s no telling how or if his hand will heal.
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2024-12-31 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
“With her divine blood and beauty, Lyra will be coveted by many men; she must learn to protect herself.” Lest she end up like so many women, beholden to the whims of cruel men. Andromache, Ophelia, Aspasia, Iphigenia, Briseis, Maia … “Witchcraft is one of very few weapons she might wield—she doesn’t have our strength, but she has Lord Hermes’ sharp mind.”

Achilles gathers a nearby amphora, testing its contents. More fresh water loaded up for the last stretch to Corinth.

“I want to see that your wounds are tended. Enough splashing. Turn your head to the side and keep your eye open while I pour,” he commands, hoisting the amphora in the crook of his arm.

“Once that’s done, I would know what you intend to do next.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-01-02 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
“She won’t grow to be a normal young woman. That much was obvious when she entered the Underworld of her own volition.” He tilts the amphora so a small but steady stream of water sluices onto Pyrrhus’ inflamed eye. “She wants to travel the world and learn all there is to know about it. I doubt anyone can stop her doing what she likes—even Lord Hermes himself.”

Achilles pauses the flow of water, giving his son a chance to blink and test the effect. “You cannot be her guardian, lad, but Lyra still wishes to know you. What I said is true: she cares about her brother.”

He doesn’t want this to be Lyra’s only memory of Pyrrhus, but can he trust his anger to die down enough to make better ones? Would letting him near Lyra again simply be tempting fate?

Achilles cocks his head. “Do you want to know her?”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-01-03 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
“Lyra is already as headstrong as either of us, and she has Lord Hermes’ insatiable curiosity. She won’t tolerate boundaries, even if they’re set for her own good.” Achilles shifts the amphora so he can lean in and examine Pyrrhus’ eye, even daring to raise a hand to his cheek to gingerly press at the red, swollen skin around his lids.

“All Lord Hermes and I can do is arm her as best we can.” It doesn’t help that Hermes is a busy right hand to the new queen of Olympus and Achilles is a shade, almost entirely bound to the Underworld.

And soon Pyrrhus will be, too.

Achilles grimaces. “I haven’t told her of your fate. She’ll be sad to hear it, but she’s the child of a psychopomp; the inevitability of death doesn’t disturb her. I know she’ll cherish any time you give her.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-01-04 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
Frustration, grief, anger, disappointment—they all tighten together into a hard, choking knot inside Achilles’ chest. It pulls his limbs taut and sets his teeth. Failure. He hasn’t felt anything like it since he laid eyes on Patroclus’ corpse.

He’s failed both of his children.

“I don’t want to lose you,” Achilles says thickly, neck bobbing, “but I don’t want to hurt you.”

Pyrrhus’ wounds were mostly invisible before, but now the ruin of Pyrrhus’ right eye and the bloodied bandages wrapping his hand are a grotesque indictment of Achilles’ poor choices.

He bows his head. “I leave the choice to you: say the word and I’ll not speak to you again. I’ll see that Lyra does the same.” He swallows again and his mouth draws tight before he raises his gaze to add, “And if you have a change of heart, send word and I will come. I promise.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-01-05 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
Achilles feels the hot press of tears behind his eyes. The amphora in his hands creaks and pops under the pressure of his tightening grip. He kneels and places it back on the deck of the trireme before it shatters. Another thing he held too tight.

“You’re right,” he breathes, still knelt and staring at the tiny cracks in the pottery. “I wish I could be your father, but … I don’t know how. I’m sorry I hurt you, Pyrrhus. I hurt you again and again.”

He rises and scrubs his hands over his face, hiding a few tears that have rolled down his cheeks. “I hope that someday—perhaps in the afterlife … if I can’t be a father to you, I can at least be a friend. Someone who loves you.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-01-05 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Achilles watches his son for a long moment, imagining those hidden parts of him—the tender, frightened boy, the young warrior, and the dispassionate king shielding them all. How bitterly are the three of them struggling against each other?

“I wish you well—you and your family,” he says softly. As he steps past his son, Achilles extends a hand half-way to his shoulder. It hovers uncertainly before he withdraws it, swallowing hard and turning to Lykos instead.

His focus has been so tightly on Pyrrhus that only now does he actually see the servant and properly register his unease. He gives Lykos a weary nod as he falls in step with him, quashing the urge to look back.
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-01-06 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
Lykos’ behavior is familiar, but Achilles has mostly forgotten how he appears to common people—both as a demigod hero and now as a shade. Most of the dead who came through the House were too dazed and distraught to register him as anyone intimidating, particularly when standing in the shadow of Chthonic gods.

Achilles regains some of his composure for Lykos’ sake. “Be at ease, my friend. I’ve no quarrel with you—if anything I owe you my gratitude. You care for my son and his household.”

And now, in spite of his fear, he musters the courage to give Achilles thoughtful counsel. He can see why Pyrrhus values this man. “I confess, Lykos, I don’t know how to be the father he needs. What if— … what if when I try again, I only cause him more pain?”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-01-07 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
“I’m afraid it will take years to outweigh all the bad I’ve done.” Years Pyrrhus doesn’t have, at least not on the surface. Achilles looks back towards the docks, then shakes his head and exhales through his nose, lips flat and grim. “I abandoned him. I left him to be used and broken and cast aside.”

His brow knits, angry at himself. He should have told Pyrrhus about his sister. Now he’s lost an eye and may well lose a hand.

“I don’t want to force myself into his life. Not when he has so little left. Not when he’s finally becoming his own man—a husband and a father and a king.” Achilles gives a soft laugh through a wince. “All things I’ve never been.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-01-08 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
Achilles hums his understanding and scrubs at his jaw. The subtle approach is difficult for him, particularly with Pyrrhus’ fated death looming.

“I’ll find a way to remind him. To let him know that he’s not abandoned,” he finally agrees. Perhaps he’ll send a message through another dream. The fluffy cloud pup could deliver it for him.

“I hope to see him again, but until then, please—continue to look after my son.” He rests a hand on Lykos’ arm, entirely forgetting the man’s unease. “You, your daughter, the rest of the household … you are all very important to him.”

He gives a weary smile. “And I can easily see why. Thank you, Lykos, for your wise counsel.”

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