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Hermes is very tempted to dub this the most exhausting time of his life. And considering how long he's been alive, that's saying something.

He'd pulled off his most daring trick yet. He found the prettiest nymph he could and asked her to loudly tell her river god father that she would touch no man, no mortal nor god. Hermes knows his father well, and his father can never resist something he wants that someone else says he can't have.

Of course Zeus stole away to the surface to have his way with the nymph. And Hermes tipped off Hera without giving himself away--it was easy just by telling a peacock and letting the bird decide on its own that it wanted full credit for discovering the imminent infidelity and telling its mistress. Hera came roaring down from Olympus to find her philandering husband, and with the nymph as bait, Hermes sprung his trap.

The net that Hephaestus made for his wife, golden and impossible to break or escape from, sprung on Zeus and Hera together as they argued on the top of the mountain Hermes lured them to. Hermes spirited the nymph away with greatest gratitude and the sort of boon usually reserved for children of Olympians for her trouble.

That was when Hermes and Athena revealed themselves. The rage of the king and queen of Olympus was legendary. Hermes hadn't expected that Zeus and Hera could still hurt them, but some of the things said got under his skin like a thorn, and clearly did for Athena as well.

But nonetheless, they laid out their demands. Predictably, both Zeus and Hera refused. Hermes settled in to watch over the net and wait them out and Athena went to Olympus to grab control before the other Olympians had a chance to learn of what happened and possibly react negatively.

As Hermes predicted, they had the implicit support of Hephaestus, Hestia, Poseidon, and Dionysus. Ares, Demeter, and Apollo were angry and gearing to challenge Athena's authority, Artemis pulled awkwardly between Apollo and everyone else. Aphrodite cleverly abstained from declaring allegiance to anyone.

Olympus could have gone to war if Athena hadn't sent Apollo to speak to Hermes. With the wrath of their parents as distant background noise, Hermes grimly pointed out that their family had a terrible history of sons violently deposing fathers. As long as Apollo held power, he'd fear his children. Athena would never have children, and was the only hope to end this terrible family tradition.

Apollo didn't quite support Hermes' decision, but at least he laid down thoughts of declaring war on their sister. Hermes could only hope that Hestia would have the same success with Demeter, and Ares would languish without any conflict but his own.

So now, Hermes can only wait. The sky over the mountain is dark and stormy, almost nighttime at noon. The wind is cold and the ground shakes with the rage of two gods held together by netting. Hermes sits out of seeing range, tired of being the subject of verbal abuse for now and happy to let them torture each other with their shrieking.

It'll be worth it, he's sure. The hard part is over. He just has to wait them out, however long it takes.

So now hovers in the air, zipping in circles to burn energy, fighting the ever-present threat of being bored waiting for his father and foster mother to exhaust themselves.

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Achilles only shifts his position once, to better cradle Hermes' human head against his legs. Otherwise, he continues carving and fletching, with a break between arrows to watch Hermes sleep. It's a comfort to see someone he loves so perfectly at peace. Especially someone like Hermes: always moving, always wearing a brave smile, even when he's tired or hurt.

Maybe he'll even allow himself to take credit for granting Hermes this chance to rest; he doubts the god would grant himself the luxury. Achilles thinks Hermes might still be pacing restlessly in the rain if he hadn't stopped him.

By the time Hermes begins to stir, Achilles has made a half-dozen arrows of middling quality—though the latter ones show a bit more practiced finesse. He stretches and shakes out his hands, then reaches far—tipping his crossed legs—to grab a fresh log for the fire.

"Hmm?" Achilles combs fingers through Hermes' sleep-tousled hair and fluffed feathers. "Sorry, love. Did I wake you?"

Hermes mumbles something that was probably meant to be coherent, but doesn't quite come out that way. He turns his head into the hand running through his feathers, eyes fluttering before he stretches his arms. Almost like he has forgotten his shape, there's something a little catlike about how he stretches.

Then he turns and wraps his arms around Achilles' waist, burying his face in his lover's stomach.

"Best pillow. You mind if I keep you? I'm keeping you," he mumbles, sleep-drunk cheer in his voice as he blinks awake. It's hard to be in a bad mood after a wonderfully long rest in his lover's lap.

Then he props himself up somewhat on his palms, resting his chin on Achilles' chest to look up at him with a smug, catlike smile. "It's no trouble to be woken up if I get to wake up to a face like this."

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"You seem more like yourself," he laughs. "And I've been reduced to a handsome pillow. I'm flattered."

He tips to kiss Hermes on the forehead, then runs a hand along his face, pleased by the fresh brightness there. "Well. So long as you've had your fill of sleep. Your chances may be few and far between for a while yet."

After all these hours, Achilles still looks washed out, even in the warm light of the fire. Even with the broken boundaries of life and death, he feels a little off. Like he's limping in a shoe that doesn't fit anymore. Intuition tells him that he won't feel whole until he returns to the Underworld.

“I feel more myself.” Amazing what food, sleep, and the embrace of a lover can do even for a god. “Benefit of godhood is that one doesn’t need to sleep very much.”

Hermes smiles up at Achilles’ face, though the corners of his mouth falter for a moment as he sees how washed out his lover is.

He stretches again as he straightens into a sitting position, perching his chin on Achilles’ shoulder.

“How do you feel, darling? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

Hermes’ nose wrinkles as he giggles at his own joke. Far be it from him to think himself above puns.

The joke earns another soft laugh and a reassuring peck on the cheek. "Not to worry. I won't disappear anytime soon."

He helps Hermes shift into a more comfortable position in his lap. He looks down at his forearms, looped around his lover's middle—their dullness is a sharp contrast against Hermes' brilliance. "But no matter the state of the realms, or where those lines are drawn, I think the dead will always be repelled by the world of the living."

Achilles sighs heavily through a wistful smile. "... As it should be."

A pause, then a sideways glance, "I admit, your parents didn't exactly help matters."

Hermes happily settles in Achilles' lap, draping his arms around his neck to play with his hair. This is a comfortable position for him, familiar. This is always how he likes to sit with his lover, and it's a warm feeling to know that they've been together long enough to feel familiar.

"I'm sorry. I probably should have just stopped you from being near them at all." Hermes brushes Achilles' hair from his face. "I probably should be embarrassed to admit it, being a god and all. But it's easier to stand up to them when you're there with me."

It is a little embarrassing. His cheeks gain a gold flush. But it's true. If Hermes had to do this all by himself, he would, but he'd be much more miserable the whole time. Miserable, and haunted by what they said to him.

After spending decades with one partner, Achilles admits it's fun to learn a new set of idiosyncrasies; it makes him appreciate both of his lovers all the more. Hermes is more prone to this sort of unabashed cuddling, where Pat is more reserved, but no less sincere with his affection.

They both, however, seem to like fiddling with his hair.

"I'll be whole again—or as close as a shade can be—once I return to the Underworld." Achilles kisses a warm, flushed cheek, charmed as ever to see Hermes with his guard down. "It's a very small price to pay.

"And if I've learned anything, it's that everyone—god or hero or mortal—needs a bit of help sometimes." That lesson is courtesy of a certain Chthonic prince, of course. "And there's no shame in accepting it."

Hermes hums softly in agreement. Really, Zagreus being born and insisting on mending bridges in the family is probably the best thing that's ever happened to all of them. One day, he hopes that his beloved cousin comes to understand how much he's impacted all of them.

He leans in, dotting Achilles' jaw with playful, affectionate kisses. How long has it been since they really had privacy? Since before Hermes was put to sleep, surely.

"Tell me if you have to go back. Don't try to push through for my sake; it can't be good for you."

There's not much that can really hurt a shade in the long term, but Hermes still doesn't relish his lover hurting himself even temporarily on his account.

The kisses draw a pleased rumble up from his chest and through his throat; he's missed this almost as much as he missed the surface itself.

"Please don't fret. I'll tell you. I promise." More like, he doesn't want to go, not yet. Not while there's still a warm, real fire, the lingering scent of food, the sound of crickets, and the smell of clean earth, wet from the storm.

How many other unbound shades are wistfully drunk on the world right now, he wonders.

Achilles catches Hermes' mouth in a firm kiss&madsh;half in a ploy to stop him voicing more concern, half because he simply wants to. Hermes has become so irresistibly himself again.

Hermes lets out a surprised but pleased hum in Achilles' mouth, wiggling cheerfully in his lap as his feathers fluff. He can't stop his bubbling glee at just being rested and cozy in his lover's arms (and in privacy) for what feels like the first time in forever.

Playfully, he nips at Achilles' lower lip, his hum turning into a giggle of delight into Achilles' mouth before pulling away to kiss his lover's throat.

"In retrospect, we really could have found a more convenient time to confess our love, hmm? Maybe when we still had nice, long stretches of time on our own?" Hermes chirps, nipping Achilles' throat playfully. "But I suppose our timing was suitably dramatic for a hero and god. It would make for a very popular play."

He glows with his own cheer and relief, and maybe if he glows enough, he can make up for Achilles' diminishing presence. Just to keep him here, happy and present and comfortable.

Achilles leans his head to stretch his neck against the familiar, welcome tickle of feathers and tug of Hermes' mouth. "Nothing quite like stressful times to draw that sort of declaration from us. Perhaps it's the fear that it might be left unsaid."

If that sounds overly-serious, he looses a laugh. "Besides. I've never found love to be a very convenient thing. Aphrodite could certainly confirm as much."

To some degree, Hermes' efforts pay off: if Achilles was fading, he feels a bit more anchored in the cozy oasis of his lover's affection. It brings to mind their stolen time at the sea.

A hand reaches to toy with one of the wings at Hermes' ankle. "I think both of us needed that confession to keep us during these long months apart."

Hermes hums against Achilles' throat. The wings at his ankles twitch and fluff against Achilles' palm.

"You know, I think Aphrodite has cursed the lot of us to have inconvenient love lives purely because she gets bored without drama to watch."

Hermes draws Achilles' cloak back to expose his collar and shoulders. He presses nipping kisses across every inch, eager to remind himself of all the quirks of his lover's body.

The charms from his bag, still around his neck, sit comfortably on his collar, warm and present and humming with secret affection.

"It meant a lot to have it out there, I must say. It kept me going to think of coming back to you. I'm not made for hiding underwater."

He enjoys the kingdom underwater, and he's a strong swimmer, but he's got wings. He's meant to fly. The sea could never really be his home like the surface and the Underworld are in turn.

His chest bobs with a huff at the understatement. "Drama. Hah. Yes. The sort that leaves entire cities in ruin because a lovestruck fool makes off with another man's wife."

Achilles rolls his shoulders and the cloak spills off into a heap behind him. A hand travels up the curve of Hermes' spine and he buries fingers in the back of his dark hair—encouraging his roving kisses. Everywhere Hermes' lips touch, his skin feels like it was warmed by a burst of summer sunlight.

"I'm glad I could help you endure those tedious fishing trips with your lord uncle." Achilles gives the ankle wing a playful tug, then moves fingers to trace Hermes' well-muscled calf. Then he dips his head to murmur, "What was it you promised before? That I'd see stars?"

The wings at Hermes' ankle twitch again, spreading to brush against Achilles' knee. The wings at his temple, softer and fluffier than the ones at his feet, angle as if to better hear what Achilles murmurs. The next kiss Hermes presses to his skin is in the shape of a smile.

"Mmm I remember something about that," Hermes hums. He flicks his tongue against Achilles' throat, rocking his hips in his lap as one hand drifts up Achilles' tunic, tracing the curve of his abs. "But I'm not so sure. Do you think you feel up to it? You've been on the surface for a while, after all. I'd hate for you to over exert yourself."

After all the times Achilles has teased Hermes, he can't help to tease in turn. And his own mischief is belied by the playful way his teeth flash in his smile, the cheerful scrunch in the corners of his eyes.

The teasing touches earn another soft huff of want and Achilles' hand rounds the bend of Hermes' knee to continue up his thigh.

"We'll find out. If I'm not ... well, I suppose there are worse ways to end up back in the Styx." Although arriving at the House fully nude and covered in suspicious marks might raise some brows (or elicit unwanted commentary from Hypnos).

Achilles pulls the scarf from Hermes' neck, and his hand wanders over the secret-filled baubles resting at his chest. He wonders if they all contain keepsakes from people he loves—Maia or his Olympian family or other lovers. That last possibility might have made Achilles burn with jealousy when he was younger, but now it pleases him to know that Hermes is well-loved, and loves enough to keep such mementos close.

It also pleases Achilles to see his smile back in full. "We may not enjoy another chance like this for some time."

"Mmmm. You're right there." With Olympus upended, it's unlikely that they'll return to equilibrium any time soon. Hermes is stuck on this mountain until his parents buckle, and after that, he'll likely be needed at his sister's side for a while smoothing out the transition of power. He probably won't be able to actually have alone time with Achilles for a while yet.

Hermes rocks their hips again, his interest clear in the folds of his chiton. He tugs at Achilles' belt, not quite undoing it yet but making his intent clear. He kisses the spot where Achilles' jaw joins his ear, taking the lobe between his teeth gently before tugging.

"Is there something you really missed? Something you fantasized about?" Hermes' breath is hot on Achilles' ear as he murmurs softly, like they still must be careful to keep a secret out here on a mountain. "There were things that I fantasized about."

Maybe there is some merit to continued caution. The storm has frightened away most everything alive, but that doesn't mean a hapless oread won't see the cave lit by a fire and assume Artemis is in. Or that any one of Hermes' allied siblings might stop by, thinking the quiet mountaintop means a deal was struck. He'll have to trust that Hermes' divine senses will pick up on any approaching visitors.

... Because the way Hermes is grinding against him is far too tantalizing to call this off. Achilles presses forward to meet him, biting back a groan as the movement pulls his ear tighter against Hermes' bite.

"I missed your teeth. And your nails on my skin," he says on an exhale. "Make me feel alive."

Achilles runs his hand up Hermes' shoulder and plucks loose the clasp of his chiton. He traces the triangle of his half-exposed chest and wonders at how solid he feels. How impossibly solid both of them feel together—a god, whose true form is beyond comprehension, and a shade, the spiritual residue of a short life.

"I missed seeing the world as you see it—even if it's only a taste." To be mortal is to be contained, isolated by five senses and the limits of consciousness. They probably don't need to have sex to share that, but damn if it doesn't make it all that much better. "Show me the stars as you see them."

Hermes moans into Achilles' ear, savoring the hand on his chest and the almost pleading way his lover asks for what he wants. His chiton, the clasp undone, falls away and settles, clumped, at his waist.

"If that's what you want--I'll show you the stars."

Hermes cups Achilles' jaw, drawing him into a rough kiss, biting his lip sharply before pulling away.

"Let me take care of you this time." Giving Achilles everything he wants, showing him exactly how much Hermes loves him--that's what Hermes fantasized about most. He runs his thumbs along the arcs of Achilles' cheeks before undoing his lover's belt impatiently. "And you won't need clothes."

He rises from Achilles' lap, allowing his chiton to fall to the floor. All that's left is his perizoma (hardly hiding anything) and the necklace of charms sitting on his collar. He picks up the oil from the ground (he'll remember to replace it for Artemis later) and offers a hand to Achilles.

"Let's go outside. Easier to see the sky that way."

Achilles is left with a slightly swollen lip and a moment's blinking surprise as he watches Hermes rise. But he unfastens his tunic to slough away as he stands, leaving him nude but for the questionable modesty of his own straining loincloth. His eyes rove hungrily over the fire-lit lines of Hermes' bare physique as he takes his hand to follow.

Achilles is chagrined to leave the cave—cozy as it is, and free from prying eyes—but much like moments alone with Hermes, the open sky is a rare pleasure.

"Hmm. Is that what you fantasized about, then? Just 'taking care' of me?" he muses, and then, with a teasing lilt in his voice, "Surprisingly tame for the god of mischief."

"Where is there more mischief than in subverted expectations?"

Hermes walks Achilles out of the cave. In the wake of the storm, the sky is clear and bright. Millions upon millions of stars are visible to the naked mortal eye, with no other light to compete.

Hermes takes a pelt to lay on the ground. It'll make it a little more comfortable to sit.

"And maybe I was also thinking about what it might be like to fuck you." There's a catlike air of mischief about his smile as he steps onto the pelt and pulls Achilles close. He presses a kiss to Achilles' collar, then flicks his tongue over his nipple. "Does that sound fun?"

A pleased inhale—at the brilliant scatter of stars, at the warm touch—swells his chest against Hermes' mouth. Achilles catches his jaw and tilts it to look at him in the eye. From darkness and desire, his pupils are wide against his blue irises.

"I'd like nothing more," he breathes, his skin as close to flushed as a shade can get. He draws Hermes into a deep, needy kiss, snaking a hand up to twist into his necklace. Without parting their mouths, he uses the leverage to coax Hermes down with him to the waiting pelt. "Come here. Let's put your curiosity to rest."

Achilles never shared the anxiety other men had about whether they were giving or receiving; as the Best of the Greeks, he didn't care. And who in his right mind would ever pass on something so pleasurable as surrendering to the man that he loves?

Hermes hums and smiles into Achilles' mouth, allowing him to guide them on the pelt. He sits down on the soft fur, impervious to the night chill with the heat of their skin pressed to skin.

With all of Hermes' lovers, it's rarely a question who has the quote unquote 'right' to give--it's hard to outrank a god, after all--but he's always found the idea of bringing social rank into the bedroom to be uncomfortable at best. Why shouldn't he be a receiver if that's what he and his lover feel like? Why should what they do in the privacy of their bed (or pelt, as it were) have any bearing on their status?

But Hermes keeps in mind that, even if Achilles is the shade of a hero, he's still mortal and thus more fragile than a god. He moves to press Achilles' back to the pelt, pressing a kiss to his carotid before flicking his tongue against it.

"Tell me if I work too quickly." Hermes presses another more playful kiss to Achilles' mouth, his lips twisted in a smile. "I know what a slowpoke you are."

With one hand, Hermes undoes the knot holding Achilles' loin cloth together and takes him in hand. He runs his hand up his lover's shaft, just remembering how he feels before flicking his thumb against the center of the tip.

Leaning back, Achilles' view is filled by Hermes, wings bright against the dark expanse above. The mountainside here wasn't scorched by lightning, and the brush and ground cover still glitters with clinging rainwater. The lazy wind in the trees reminds him of the rush of sea water combing through beach stones.

"I am a slowpoke. I want to savor this," he says with a breathy laugh, cut short by a pleasured hum. Contrary to his words, Achilles' hips give an impatient twitch into Hermes' hand. "To remember it ... Something to keep me while we're apart again."

His throat bobs with a swallow and he traces the top of Hermes' wing, from the tiny, fish-scale feathers at its base to the sweeping primaries. A fond smile plays at his lips and crinkles his eyes. "The memory of our first time together—I think about it often."

Hermes will never stop being fascinated by the flickers of Achilles' expressions. The growing crinkle in the corners of his eyes as he examines Hermes' wings. The swallow when Hermes grasps him. The way his mouth curves into a smile.

"I think about it too." Hermes presses a soft kiss to his lover's lips, belied by the way the tip of his thumb traces a vein up and down Achilles' shaft. "After all we'd been through, it felt so good to share with you."

Not just his body--though that had also felt great--but bits and pieces of the expanse of him beyond what mortals see. Achilles had asked to see it, but Hermes had been more than happy to share and be known by a man who'd proven to be a dear and loyal friend.

Hermes hums softly, pressing a kiss to Achilles' chest as he squeezes his thigh, teasing, before reaching for the oil. "Let's make some more good memories to tide us over, hmm?"

"Yes, let's," he says with a slight hitch as the muscles in his abdomen tense at the meandering progress of Hermes' thumb.

Achilles spies Hermes reaching for the oil and catches his hand. He gives his fingers a kiss before he takes the bottle for himself. "Allow me."

He plucks loose the knot in Hermes' perizoma and lays the garment aside, then rubs a helping of oil between his palms until it's warmed. Eyes locked on his lover's face, Achilles clasps a hand around the base of Hermes' erection and gives a slow, twisting drag along his length, first through one slick fist, then the other. Even with the oil, his hands are still rough from hours of fletching—and decades of warring before that.

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