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Hermes ([personal profile] messageforyou) wrote2025-06-15 01:56 pm

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Through the smoky miasma, thick and smelling of conflict and heat and pressure, on the other side is a forest. This one is less garish, less saturated than the rest of Tír na nÓg. Two fae creatures, odd feathered humanoids that resemble crows with cracked and broken beaks, sit at the rocks around a steaming hot spring, soap and strigils beside them.

The fae are seemingly mute, but won't allow Achilles to leave without a thorough wash. The sort that practically scrapes a whole layer of skin off, the sort where they insist on his hair to be cleaned and his nail beds scrubbed. His white tunic is whisked off to be burned, and only once he is deemed fit by the fae attendants to be properly cleaned of the remnants of the Morrígan does one bring the clothes he left behind with Hermes. They're neatly folded, but Hermes' scarf sits on top like a nest, holding Achilles' ring, his bracelet, and the stone with a hole in the middle. The scarf smells distinctly of Hermes, like cleverness and courage and Greece. Almost like Hermes is trying to give Achilles his blessing and support, even when they can't see each other before his trial.

After he's clean and dressed, the bath attendants point in the direction he's meant to walk, a plunge into the dark woods. There's the soft giggling of children within.

In the woods, children from all across time and the world huddle together. A boy holds a fist of straws, and each of the children draw a straw at once. They mumble amongst themselves, checking the straws, and three boys have the shortest one.

"Seems unfair to make him convince Stab," says a girl with messy red braids and two missing teeth.

"If you want a mulligan, you gotta give up treats until the next hunt," a blond boy with gray eyes and a short straw says, waving it in her face. She wrinkles her nose.

"I didn't say I want a mulligan!"

"Then shoo!"

As Achilles approaches, the children with longer straws scatter into the woods, some laughing. Three boys remain. One boy, with pale skin, ragged dirty blond hair and crooked teeth, wearing an oversized sweater and shorts and no shoes and a canvas bag big enough on him to almost drag on the ground. A second boy, skin dark as jet and head shaved, a pair of binoculars dangling from his neck, wearing loose sweatpants and an old linen button-down with sneakers with a check drawn on. A third boy, the smallest of them, maybe close to Lyra's age, looking like one of the people from the far east but with a permanent glower in his face, sitting on the ground and looking a little like he's drowning in the adult-sized jacket draped around him.

The blond boy jumps up on a tree stump to greet Achilles at eye level, putting his hands on his hips and smirking. "Hello, grownup! Here starts your trials! I call being the judge."

"Don't be silly. It's not a court trial." The boy in the button down approaches, holding an aluminum can colored bright red. He pops the tab, a sickly sweet smell rising in the air as the liquid inside hisses, and he holds the can out to Achilles. "My dad said men welcome each other with a beer, but if you get to Birdy she's going to make you drink a lot, so here's a coke instead."

The boy in the button down strategically stands between Achilles and the smallest boy. The smallest boy makes no movement to greet Achilles, instead staying on the ground, glowering at him with dark eyes.
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-16 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Just when he thinks his pride is wounded, Achilles is comforted to hear he performed as well as Pyrrhus in this masochistic ritual. Still, he knows his manners, and thanks Birdy for the honor before following Honey to the guest room.

“As men create more powerful weapons, it seems the drink is made to match,” he muses. It’s meant to be a joke, but there’s probably some truth to it. More horrors call for a more potent escape. Would that he could ask Dionysus exactly how many amphorae of wine were drunk during the Greeks’ decade at Troy.

“Thank you, Miss Honey, for your hospitality.” Achilles gently takes her hand. “Not only for my benefit, but for Lamb and the lads like him.”

Hermes’ scarf drifts, buoyant, with the bow of his head. “It’s a fine expression of the human goodness that Hermes revealed. Your enemies could not take that from you.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-17 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
“You were right. Hermes would gladly lend you the inspiration and strength.” Achilles wants to believe that he survived the divine upheaval into Honey’s time. Of the gods, Hermes is a survivor.

“I should tell you …” Achilles’ lips part and he hesitates a moment. He feels like he owes Honey the truth after the kindness she’s showed him and Pyrrhus. “Lamb isn’t my only child. Perhaps her story—or her parentage—didn’t survive through the ages, but I have a daughter as well.”

Given that his love for Pat is such an affront, Lyra’s origins would be intolerable to modern men. Achilles hates to think that everyone he loves is purged from the songs.

“I hope— No, I know she will grow to be like you and Miss Birdy.” Maybe more like Honey, if he’s being honest, but Birdy has her own rough charm. “Fearless and kind.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-18 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
Achilles remembers the power of names in this realm, and rather than say it aloud, he takes Honey’s palm and traces the letters as he knows them: λύρα. Her name immediately reminds him of how much he misses her.

His smile is a little wistful. “She’s confident, clever, loving, and more terrifyingly insightful than any child I’ve ever met.”

That’s probably easy to dismiss as a proud father singing his daughter’s praises, but his smile twists into something more wry as he adds, “Stubborn, too.”

He releases Honey’s hand. “Lady Medea is responsible for her tutelage. She must learn to protect herself—her beauty will draw men’s attention and her boldness will provoke their ire.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-19 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
“A few details ring true,” Achilles admits, his tone cagey out of habit. But he’s already revealed Lyra’s existence, and Honey has reached out for Hermes’ aid … Perhaps she can be trusted with the full truth.

“Lyra is a descendant of a god.” That could mean Thetis, or even Zeus—through his father’s line—but her divine blood is more immediate. “And she’s aptly named for her father’s invention.”

He knows it won’t be hard for Honey to make the connection, after the scarf … and knowing what she does about the gods of Greece. Achilles’ eyes are still pointedly focused downward. Honey was inspired by his love for Patroclus; admitting he also loves Hermes—enough that he has a child with him—feels like a betrayal.
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-20 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
“He’s not like his father. Hermes is very particular about his lovers and children.” Achilles leaves it at that; he shouldn’t divulge Hermes’ familial pain to a random mortal, no matter how kind. “Our daughter was … unexpected, to say the least.”

He rubs his jaw and his face draws into a wince. “I kept her from Lamb for a time, but I should have known better. He’d only just found out about his sister when the Morrígan took him.”

His hand moves to cup the back of his neck and he shakes his head, disappointed in himself. “The lad felt betrayed. As he should.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-21 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
“Shades can be summoned by rituals. We walk among the living during Anthesteria, or travel through dreams. This is how I visit my children.” He also enjoys more leniency than most shades, as a trusted servant of the Underworld, a hero of legend, and a psychopomp’s lover.

With that last in mind, Achilles is quick to defend Hermes’ parenthood with the conviction of a caring partner—if Honey still doubts the reciprocity of the relationship. “Hermes performs many vital duties, but he loves his daughter. He makes time for her. In fact, he arranged Lady Medea’s guardianship.”

He takes a long inhale, a slow exhale. “As to why I kept Lamb from his sister—I didn’t fully trust him. For years, I heard the tales of his brutality at Troy. Only recently did I learn why that was and how he suffered in my absence.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-22 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
There’s sad truth in what Honey says; were she to fight that way in his time, she would be reviled as a witch. The only way to participate in war correctly is as a grown man wielding a weapon with no hint of cowardice.

Women and children are the collateral—meant to accept the consequences without complaint.

“It should have been obvious to me regardless—a son needs his father. If not to show him how to fight, then to show him he’s loved.” Observing Zagreus and Hades made that abundantly clear; a boy needs a father’s approval.

Achilles runs his thumb over Honey’s soft knuckles as he considers what she says. “Miss Ember is very like Lamb, then. I can see why she would protect him, and why he would feel safe.”

With a careful tug, he coaxes her up from the bed. “I should sleep, Miss Honey. I have much to discuss with her.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-24 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
If Achilles sleeps for twenty minutes or twenty hours, he can’t tell the difference. All he knows is that he dreams of witches with birds’ wings flying silently at night over boys drinking bottles of fizzy drinks and smoking little paper sticks around Greek camp fires. Blessedly benign given all that was discussed—perhaps thanks to the house’s warm embrace.

He wakes with only the ragged edges of a headache in his temples. Thank the Fates. It could have been much worse.

After straightening the linens on the guest bed, Achilles finds his way back to the kitchen. He lingers in the hall, given pause by a pang of sadness; he’s grown fond of this place during his short visit and he’ll never see Honey, Birdy, and the lads again after this trial is complete.

And … while Achilles still has every hope to return Pyrrhus to Greece, if he fails, this isn’t the worst place for his son.

“Ah! It seems I’ve slept through dinner.” He steps into the bustling kitchen. For all the house’s comforts, Achilles gets the distinct feeling that most of their time is spent here.
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-26 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
“True enough for those like us,” Achilles agrees with Birdy. It’s not as if any of them have to eat at all, but food is still an important ritual to him. The same appears true for Honey and her odd little family.

“Thank you, Miss Honey. And thank you for thinking of me, lad.” He smiles and accepts Scout’s package with two hands. Once again, he’s reminded of Patroclus’ modest kindness.

His focus gingerly shifts to Stab. He gives the boy a nod in acknowledgement, but otherwise spares him from too much unwanted adult attention. Achilles glances at each of the others in turn—Gavroche, Birdy, Honey, Scout—before he continues.

“I suppose this is where we part ways.” His throat bobs in a hard swallow. “If, after all of this, Lamb decides to stay … Please. Take care of him.”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-27 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
Achilles wraps his boxed lunch in a fold of his tunic and takes the offered blade. A bit shorter than he’s accustomed with only the one edge, but it has the heft to do the job.

He gives them all a grateful bow as he steps out the door. “I trust Scout to live up to his name.”

The forest outside brings to mind the sort of overgrowth where Elysium is determined to block a shade’s (or a prince’s) path. Instead of Elysium, though, he has Ember’s will to contend with.

“Lead the way, lad.” He waits for Scout to find the trail before he begins clearing his path behind. His hero’s strength makes short work of all but the absolute thickest of branches. If anything, the machete is the limiting factor; it’s liable to break if he doesn’t wield it with some care.
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-28 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
The combination of oppressive humidity, elevation gain, and marathon bushwhacking is enough to tire even a demigod’s shade. Achilles is concerned about his guide; he urges Scout to pause and rest, but finds his suggestions ignored. The boys clearly don’t appreciate being ordered around by adults, so he lets it be.

When they finally reach the peak, Achilles heaves a relieved exhale. He stabs the machete into the dirt and massages the heel of his hand. Were he not dead, his palm would be covered in burning blisters.

Styx. I’d be wandering that forest for centuries without your help. Thank you, lad.” Achilles moves to clap a grateful hand on Scout’s shoulder, but remembers Stab’s violent response to touch. He stops mid-motion and withdraws the gesture. “Will you head back now?”
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[personal profile] refusetofight 2025-09-29 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
Achilles mulls over that information and eyes the threatening figure in the window. It feels a bit like he’s on the brink of heading into a proper battle.

Best be prepared, he thinks, and takes the opportunity to settle into a seat next to Scout. Achilles may not have another quiet moment to enjoy the food he was given, and the trek up the mountain certainly worked up what passes for an appetite.

“Will Miss Ember punish you for guiding me?” he asks as he pops open the container and examines the provided fork; he’s never used one, but it’s fairly self-explanatory. “I’m sure she set this challenge to test my resolve, not yours.”

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